It has been awhile :]
December 2th, 2024
i hate u freak
hi guys. its my first update in like... more then six months but i simply just needed to do something with myself again. Everything is starting to be too much and working on this always made me feel a little better [even if it is high key so shitty] so I thought I would give it a try.
So erm... my life has been pretty shitty recently. It is the end of the semester and, as a ADHD ridden highschool student, I'm swamped to the point I don't even know where to start. ITS ONLY ONE CLASS TOO!!! It is my online economy class but I, for some reason, can't even try to force myself to car about it. It is like touching my hand to hot stove to even open up the assignments, but I have to get an A in this class because I can't fuck up my GPA anymore then I already have because I don't have any reasonable way to pay for college <\3. It is literally debilitating thinking about how my whole future depends on how good I do in this one class THAT IS POINTLESS ANYWAYS!!!
The turn in dates on like three assesment level assignments have passed and I simply can't even care anymore. It's so joever.